Even after all this time.. i wish i felt like karma would make me feel better, but i cant help but feel bad knowing that someone, someone i used to cherish and adore is in pain and suffering. Wishing i could just see if you were alright..
But i cant be that person anymore who always jumped when told to.
This time of year hasnt helped, remembering reasons why i fell for someone is fucking killing me.
Then closely followed by how that person stabbed me in the back.
In the fucking back.
Felt sick all day, feel shit now…
I kinda just wanna forget everything that has happened. Need get a bigger duvet to swallow myself into… Urh.. fuck
- 14 years old: I'm young but I know what I want. This isn't that hard, I'm all grown up already and have everything figured out.
- 17 years old: Well, this is a little harder than I thought. School is almost ending. What am I going to do with my life?
- 21 years old: What the fuck is going on? Where are my socks?
I dont even know what im meant to be doing right now.